When the Covid-19 pandemic hit in 2020, Dragonwagon says she felt like she wanted one thing to do. She and her husband began studying youngsters’s books out loud each evening.
“The primary e-book that I selected to learn was Will It Be Okay? as a result of it is my most reassuring e-book,” Dragonwagon says.
However the e-book had been out of print since 1991. She determined to provide it a brand new life. She re-wrote elements of it (taking out, for instance, a line a couple of “Thanksgiving play” and swapping in “college play” as a substitute). And she or he made one different large change: all new illustrations.
The 1977 illustrations by artist Ben Shecter have been tender and mawkish. Dragonwagon says she favored the way in which he captured the worry of the little lady — however felt the illustrations did not actually present her energy.
For the brand new e-book, Dragonwagon turned to Jessica Love, the critically acclaimed creator and illustrator of Julián Is a Mermaid.
“I made it three traces, possibly 4, earlier than I felt completely sure that if somebody took this job from me, I must hunt them down and get it again,” says Love.
Love says she deliberately didn’t take a look at the sooner model of the e-book — she knew she wished her illustrations to have the sensation of a print: punchy and graphic. She did the illustrations by hand with thick traces of Sumi ink.
“I form of dry it out in order that the road does not look moist,” she says. “It seems a bit draggier … virtually like a pencil.”
She restricted herself to 3 colours: black, crimson, and yellow — which she combined collectively to create a wide range of pinks and peaches.
“I wished the art work to have an identical construction to it, and restraint to it,” says Love. “In the way in which that the textual content is restricted to those questions after which solutions.”
The mom and her daughter each have large, curly black hair, pink cheeks and expressive eyes. They dance and spin throughout the pages — they appear like finest pals.
“Once I noticed Jessica’s footage, I simply thought ‘Wow!’ ” says Dragonwagon. “It is simply so pleasant, goofy, and highly effective. … She precisely will get the feelings throughout.” The kid’s absolute horror when she forgets her traces within the play. Her feeling of triumph when she makes up new ones.

Although Dragonwagon and Love didn’t collaborate straight on this youngsters’s e-book, Dragonwagon did look Love up on-line.
“Once I first began in youngsters’s books, they tried very vigorously to maintain the artist and the author separate,” she explains. “Nonetheless, within the age of the web it isn’t really easy to maintain folks aside.”
Principally they simply exchanged a number of emails about how thrilled they every have been to be working with one another. They did not converse face-to-face till this interview, however say it felt like working with a kindred spirit.
“It is that factor that occurs once you learn somebody’s writing that speaks identical to it is being whispered into your ear,” says Jessica Love. She particularly linked, she says, with the way in which the mom speaks to the kid.
“It is the quintessence of the way in which I longed to be spoken to as a toddler,” she says. “You may really feel it once you’re speaking to a bit child and so they sense that they are being taken significantly.”
“What if somebody does not like me?” the kid asks within the e-book.
“You’re feeling lonely and unhappy,” the mother solutions. “You stroll and stroll till you come to a small pond. You kneel within the grass by the sting of this pond and also you see one thing transfer. You set out your hand and a tiny frog no larger than your thumbnail hops into it. Very fastidiously you raise your hand as much as your ear and the frog whispers, ‘Different folks such as you, different folks love you.’ “
One of many issues that Love says she discovered essentially the most useful in Dragonwagon’s writing was the sensible recommendation: stand up, take a stroll, transfer your physique, rub an onion backwards and forwards in your bee sting. “It offers you a scaffolding, a framework, to harness the galloping horse that’s your frightened youngster mind,” she says.

As a result of, after all, the kid within the e-book is working herself as much as asking the largest, scariest query of all of them: “However what if you happen to die?”
Dragonwagon says she does not wish to conceal the reality from children — life is stuffed with upsetting issues! As an alternative, she hopes this e-book helps children, and adults, get by it.
“My feeling is that emotions wish to be felt,” she says.
And so the mom solutions the kid: “My loving does not die. It stays with you, as heat as two pairs of mittens, one pair on high of the opposite. Once you bear in mind you and me, you say: What can I do with a lot love? I must give some away.”
Dragonwagon says she does not understand how she got here up with the reply to this query when she was in her 20s. However now, a long time later, and after having misplaced her dad and mom, pals, and two husbands, she is definite that it’s true.
“There’s not a day that I do not consider them,” she says. “However actually their loving does not die.”
“So it will likely be okay?”